Monday

I binged really badly all last night until bed. I took laxatives, but I still feel very bloated. I have eaten pretty healthfully again today, worked and I went grocery shopping so I have better choices in the apartment. Today has been pretty good, got my final reccomender to agree to write me a letter for grad school. Also, she is teaching a class next semester in neuroendocrinology which is very, very exciting for me as that is exactly what I want to go into.
My Mom and my shrink both seem to think I have abandonment issues because my Dad was never home when I was growing up. I don't really know what to do to fix this, but I'll give it some consideration since I am being told the same by more than one person. Also, I need to investigate why the bingeing gets so bad on weekends... lonelyness, lack of structured time, not as much healthy food in the house, less sleep, not working out... should work on all of these.
Anyway, I am in the lab and need to go get my little meth-addicted rats out of the operant chambers.