SOO...
It's Friday (as in the day after what is usually shit-tastic Thursday) and I am miraculously doing GREAT! Perhaps it's the forced week of being sober/clean, maybe it's the fact that I'm actually sleeping (seriously like 9p to 8a), maybe I just needed to be home and get some love from my crew (3 sibs, 3 dogs). Whatever it is, I am Mmm Mmm LOVIN' it.
I've also discovered a miraculously simple trick: I pretty much lose all binge craving when I play Steely Dan or Simon & Garfunkel. Who knew? So those bad boys have been keeping me hardcore company while I fill out my *11* grad school applications and try and keep up with my college work while the kids are at school.
After a slow start, not a bad week.
Oh, and weird: I'm strangely not missing J. I haven't known him that long (5 weeks?), but after my tormenting long distance relationship of last year I was expecting some serious emptiness. Not sure what to make of it... I'm entirely enamoured with the man, but not agonizing. Cool, I guess.
Maybe I'm just less dependent then I used to be? That sounds good, I'll go with it.
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4 comments:
Yay for having a great/successful time at home! Keep it up! You can definitely do it.
WOW look how well you are doing!! I dont think its all based on where you have been the last week but who YOU are as a person and what you can do when you put your mind to it!! good for you..keep it up
Love, Z
Wow, you're doing amazing, made me smile! Well done
Also am loving the positive attitude, yay! :)
V
this sounds wonderful! I'm so proud of you! way to finding a good way to self-soothe and also for havihng a good start to a relationship. I'm rooting for you!
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